I lost my job, but I am excited!

What!!!! How can you be excited after losing your job? Gee, I don’t know, maybe because I couldn’t stand being there. I would literally have a panic attack every morning when heading towards the office. I would dread every morning. I don’t know how many cups of coffee I would drink just to give myself a little bit of pleasure at work. I had to use many distractions just to get me through the day.

No More of These Mondays!

So, now I will have the time to work on my New Monday. I know a few months down the road I will be saying that losing my job was one the best things that ever happened to me. I am at peace because I have a plan and all I need to do is work that plan.

Now that I am not at a job that I hate, I can do what I love.

What if nothing existed?

I remember when I was young between the ages of 5 and 10; I would wonder what it would be like if nothing existed. What if people didn’t exist? What if the planets didn’t exist? What if God did not exist? It really boggled my mind considering I was only 5. As I think back I am trying to figure out why I would even wonder that. Ultimately it is a question of why DO I exist. Yes. I Know, we are destined to be with God. But I still needed more than that if I am going to spend 80 to 90 years on this earth. I needed meaning now. I needed to know that I exist on this earth for a reason. I need to know that I can make a difference. Depression is so prevalent and I truly believe it is because of a lack of meaning in people’s lives. I want to change this. And this is why I want to enter the field of Coaching and one of the reasons why I exist:)